Seeking the Dark Tower

On the path that eventually leads to the clearing in the woods, the Charyou Tree. Fraught with danger, fear and loss, and yet, fulfillment. Welcome.

Thursday, January 06, 2005

modules n expectations. bimbos.

im still bugged by the xenbar thing. Its all the tiny details im afraid of that i might miss or not not know of at all till too late. Im dealing with an outside pte entity, lots of money and the trust of plenty other students. Maybe thts y im loathe to send out the mail. Need pro help here! Ok thanks hy for suggesting a booth. IF i can actually get Yanqing and Hamzah to come down to dance during some busy hour.. hm. Ill take a few more shots at the email then.

So it comes down to this. Appeal flung out of the window. General account down to ZERO. rest of the modules i want CLASH.

Biodiversity - Not the usp one. Sci fac one. Its gonna be bloody slack, and its my PET TOPIC. If i dont get at least an A- for this i am a purple assed baboon.

Org Chem - Suddenly i hate chem alot. Bloody long lectures, tutorials and smelly labs filled with carcinogens. Crap. I expect a B+ for this.

Stats n Prob - Shiieeett. HAve i told anyone how much i HATE math. Enough said. Still, its said to be like A Lev standard so im expecting nothing less than B+. If i try hard enough and manage to shoot down enough PRCS then i probly can get A-.

Evolution - Another PET TOPIC!! i can crapcrapcrap all the way!!! Wheeee!!! A-.

Geography (terrestrial and coastal landscapes) - Now this came as a suprise. Ill take it because i stumbled across it, am good at it(at least in Sce school), and think it can be of a little revelance to ecology, esp to mangrove and esturial habitats. I have no idea how this shall be like, so im banking on a B+, nah A-.

Rather high expectations imo. I cannot expect anything less. I have been playing too much last year and now i must regain momentum. I pray that choosing to stay in PGP will not be a folly, and that i can manage myself well enough that i may juggle all the projects and academia well enough to get what i want.

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Yikes talk about poseurs and bimbos. Went out with JC classmates to celebrate ck's bday, so the trio irene kat n jenny was there. Could see the marked diff in speech. 1st irene will slur her aussie speech then jenny and kat followed. CRINGE!! aiiieeee!!! Jenny most of all!! going ard acting like bimbo know it all. Oh gosh. Was i not feeling uncomfortable. Gene was just sombre, ck ignored it, while tim n i just watched. Horrible. Makes skin CRAWWWWLLLL. How poseur can one get!?
Er. Tim says he's got insider info on me. like wtf. What he says isnt true, but nevertheless i will seek out and terminate this alleged leak. like, wtf man.


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