self censorship

Or rather not. Thought i was going to turn in early. Ive got half a dozen or so posts ive put as drafts coz i dont really dare put it up yet. and just added another 2. Thats really bugging me. Now why would i feel so insecure about that? Its either self censorship or being responsible for what you type. Oh dont i wish to have a nice blogging service that just allows you to lock up specific posts.. till i feel comfy enough to 'publish' it. Right now think only LJ offers that, but LJ looks REALLY complicated. Another option is to create another blog and keep it for myself then. Think ill do just that. Something Subrosa. Hey. I like that. this way i can avoid the 'great exodus' and fret not about my sibling infestation.

Yet it might create the discordia and disharmony, non symmetry that i hate so much. Well nothing ventured nothing experienced. Ill see how it goes then.

Here goes. The dark tower opens another door.