Git r' Done

first of all, thank you milady for that very entertaining and well thought out letter. Appreciate it alot. So the old farts are really going to be staging a protest is singapore? i want to hear about the developments.

I feel so happy, i feel so sad.
The first ever 'good' party (the yearly 'pimp n ho night', dont ask me why? we get cabin fever here easy.) up here in the mountains and suprising to say amanda came. this is absurd, this is crazy, this is the best thing ever. my head blew up to the size of a beach ball. so we jived, girl after girl, guy after guy, we had our raunchy fun, until amanda came up next, until we met, until we started circling each other, gyrate, embraced, long.
and after a while the only thing whispered was 'if youre gonna do it do it now'.
so what could i do?
I cant do this. must not.
still i do.
shit will ride soon. action and reaction, cause and effect.
life and passion is a bitch aint it?
but the bitch is a fun bitch. Some damn yankee was trying to get cozy with amanda further on in the party. holding her hands, lookin into her eyes talking to her and all. but the dance came up and we started dancing, him and me head to head like two cockerels strutting their stuff, and amanda chose me for an embrace. it was so so sweet. touched, glad, suprised, egobursting smile. flashed him a V sign as we turned. XDXDXD bumped up a rank and climbing up higher the foodchain. i have never felt so good, so comfortable and so contented-happy. Or sad. oh god she is, this is, so so sweet but sugar melts and in the end the party must end. i have to put a stop to this but this proves to be much too tough. She is pretty and she is hot, i admit attraction here played a role but damn it you know how hard is it to find a strong girl with her own opinions and isnt part of the masses, lights her own candles in the dark and to hell with everything else she is a BIOLOGIST, someone who finally shares my passion and someone i can indulge in good conversation? Damn holicky hard i tell you. Do Not Get Involved. Told myself when i first saw her. Do Not Get Involved. Do Not Get Involved. This sucks. big time.

well some of you requested stories here so you go. happy now? i dont know why am i writing this, i probably shouldnt. but i am so damn it.

oh before i leave, let me just say that there was a 'pool table' incident that night too. This guy, under influence and highly horny, slams an equally high and horny hornito lolito onto the pooltable and started mugging his face into her ass and tearing her up. needless to say security came over to break it up. heh. this place is crazy. too crazy. oh god how many stories do i have? its nuts.
wanye, my chef, says that the only thing you here you can do other than work is eat, sleep, drink, chase girls, drink, drink. i have 3 empty bottles of aftershock and 2 JDs plus endless beercans and wine botts in my room, and we get smashed every other day. i swear, this is bad, but i am enjoying too much to stop. this is one reason why im always so tired and never have time to write i guess.

well i must stop for now. i found a whole case of Becks and noqw im the chief man tonight. we pray security dosent come knocking on the door tonight.

Next up:SeQUEERity, getting drunk, bellybutton making-out, getting drunk, crazy shit getting drunk, getting drunk, getting fired, getting drunk, peein in a truck, getting drunk and killing more squirrels.

stay tuned.

Hey, dont get jealous that ive been chatting online with babes all day
-Napolean Dynamite

This is YC signing off.